14 -- SEVEN CONFESSIONS
In studying our Bible we
find there were seven men in the Old and New Testaments that
had much to do with sacred history who made the most fearful
confessions that ever fell from the
lips of men. Yet there was but one of these men that received any
benefit from his confession.
We first notice King Pharaoh; we
find his confession recorded in Exodus 10:16. His
confession consisted of three words. Here is the confession as it fell
from his lips: "I have sinned."
And yet as fearful as his confession was and as far-reaching, and as
horrible as the consequences
of that confession were to that man, yet he held on to his sins, until
they put him in the bottom of the
Red Sea. Though he made his confession, he received no benefit in the
world from it.
We next notice a prophet
whose name was Balaam. In Numbers 22:34 Balaam said, "I
have sinned." His confession was an honest one; but as truly as Pharaoh
had his heart set on
keeping the Israelites in bondage, Balaam had his eye on Balak's gold.
This prophet was out of
God's order, and he went to curse Israel for Balak, over the protest of
the Lord. But on his way, the
reader will remember, God sent an angel out to meet him, and a number
of times when the donkey
that Balaam rode came to the angel he was turned to the right or left.
While the donkey beheld the
angel, Balaam did not see it.
It seems a little strange
that at times a dumb brute has a greater spiritual vision than a
backslidden preacher, but nevertheless this was the case with this man
Balaam. When God couldn't
do anything else with Balaam, He had the dumb beast that he rode speak
to him in man's voice, and
then Balaam made his fearful confession. It was those three fearful
words, "I have sinned."
Nevertheless he kept his eye on Balak's gold until fifteen hundred
years later God had St. Peter
preach Balaam's funeral. In Peter's discourse he said, "Balaam died,
the lover of the wages of
unrighteousness." The reader will notice that Pharaoh and Balaam made
the same confession, and
yet both died sinners.
We next notice a man whose
name was Achan. We read this man's wonderful history in the
Book of Joshua, recorded in the seventh chapter and the twentieth
verse. We notice that Achan had
disobeyed God and had stolen a Babylonish garment, a wedge of gold, and
a few shekels of silver.
He held on to these things that he had stolen until he defeated the
army of Israel, disgraced the
cause that they represented, grieved the Lord, caused thirty-six of his
own brethren to be put to
death, his wife and children to be destroyed, and he himself was taken
into the valley of Achor and
stoned to death. But we find that Achan had made the same fearful and
awful confession that
Pharaoh and Balaam had made. He said, "I have sinned," but he held on
to his crookedness until it
damned him. Beloved, when will we learn a lesson from these fearful and
awful consequences of
holding on to sins until they wreck and ruin precious and immortal
souls ?
The reader will see that these
three men made the same confession and neither of them
received any benefit. My judgment is that each of them made an honest
confession, but nevertheless
each man held on to the sins he had confessed until they destroyed him.
We will next notice King
Saul. In I Samuel 26:21 Saul said, "I have sinned," but he held on
to his disobedience, and carried jealousy in his heart. He laid plans
to murder another man and so
grieved God that God would talk to Him no more. The reader will notice
that Saul made the same
confession that the other three had made. But don't forget, beloved,
that Saul held on to his sins,
though he had confessed them, until he fell on his own sword and ended
his own life on Mount
Gilboa. He was Israel's first king. He was chosen over God's protest
and had a good start, but a
fearful and awful ending. He held on to his sins until it was too late
to get back to God
Our next man that made this
fearful confession was a man whose name was Shimei. We
read of him in II Samuel 19:20. Shimei said, "I have sinned," but he
held on to his sins, and his
crookedness, and his skullduggery until he was finally put to death by
King Solomon, died in
disgrace, and left a blotch on Israel. Although his confession was
honest, he did not forsake his
sins, and they finally destroyed him. I am convinced that every reader
of this page can call to mind
some friend or neighbor, or maybe some relative, who to their knowledge
has made honest
confessions time and again, but yet never did forsake his sins. Finally
his sins destroyed and
damned him.
We next notice
probably one of the saddest characters described in the Holy Scriptures.
This is Judas Iscariot. We read in Matthew 27:4 these same three
fearful words, "I have sinned,"
and yet while Judas confessed his sins, he held on to the thirty pieces
of silver, until Christ was
captured and tried before Pilate and Herod. He had worn the crown of
thorns and purple robe; He
endured the Roman scourge; He had been beaten and was spit upon,
mocked, and hissed at as He
staggered under the Cross, and was finally nailed to the Cross. The
earth had reeled and staggered,
and darkness like a nightmare had settled down over the Judean hills.
The Son of God had begged
for water and had been refused, and could have only a cup of gall.
Hardened sinners had wagged
their heads and said, "Truly this was a righteous man." And yet,
beloved, up to this time Judas was
still holding on to those thirty pieces of silver. What a horrible
thought, to think that a man of good
intelligence will hold on to that which is perishable until he loses
that which is eternal! Yet we
find that Pharaoh, Balaam, Achan, King Saul, Shimei, and Judas
Iscariot, all six, have done that
very thing.
We next notice the
prodigal son. This is the only man out of the seven who confessed and
received any benefit. We read, in the fifteenth chapter of Luke and the
eighteenth verse, the words
of the poor prodigal. "I have sinned." But the prodigal did more than
confess. No sooner had he
made his confession to himself and the hog pen than he resolved to
arise, retrace his steps, go back
to his father's house, and make the same confession there that he had
made in the hog pen. So we
hear him say, "I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him,
Father, I have sinned against
heaven, and before thee, and am no more worthy to be called thy son:
make me as one of thy hired
servants." Thank God, he left the hog pen, and took up his lonely
march, clothed in rags, facing a
wrecked life, and carrying a guilty conscience, but headed in the right
direction.
Beloved, think of this, we
next read that his father saw him when he was a great way off,
and ran to meet him, and when the father met the wayward boy he fell on
his neck and kissed him.
The poor, dirty, ragged boy undertook to make the same confession to
his father that he had made
in the hog pen. But his father kissed him and pulled him to his bosom,
and, bless God, the past
record of the prodigal son was blotted out. What a wonderful picture of
God's love! Here we see
such beautiful marks of the love of God as He deals with a penitent
soul.
We first notice that
the father ran to meet him. No man can read of the old father running to
meet this returning prodigal and fail to see the wonderful interest
that the father felt in his heart for
that beloved boy. In the second place, we can see the old father's arms
around his boy, and he pulls
him to his bosom. You can just see the old white locks hanging over the
boy's shoulder, and the
tears as they trickle down over the white beard. In the third place, we
see the old father planting
the kiss of reconciliation on the face of his boy. There the father and
the son were reconciled. In
the fourth place, we see the old father putting a beautiful robe on
this returning boy. Beloved, there
is the robe of righteousness that our Heavenly Father will hand over to
every returning prodigal.
This is a beautiful gospel robe. It meant the dark past was blotted
out; the future before him was
shining bright. But, in the fifth place, we notice that the old father
had them to bring a pair of shoes
and put them upon his boy. Thank God, here we see a splendid pair of
gospel shoes, and now the
poor prodigal that was barefooted is "shod with the preparation of the
gospel of peace."
In the sixth place, we
notice that the old father put a ring on the hand of this boy. He now
had his kiss of reconciliation, the beautiful robe of righteousness,
the splendid gospel shoes, and
just think of this, it was sealed with the father's ring, as it was
placed upon the hand of the prodigal
boy. Now we notice the seventh thing that took place. Listen now, you
will hear the old father
testify. Here is his testimony, "This, my son, was lost, but he is
found; he was dead, but he is alive
forevermore; I have received him safe and sound." A spiritually minded
man can see that all of the
above marks of these wonderful steps in divine things make up a
clear-cut case of salvation from
sin.
But we not only believe in
the first work of grace, but, with John Wesley, believe in the
second blessing, properly so called. And now we want to prove to the
reader that, though this
young man had received so much, there was still room for a second
blessing, for the old father now
gives the command, "Let the fatted calf be killed, and let us make him
a feast." And the next time
we see the old boy he not only had the kiss of reconciliation, and the
robe of righteousness, and the
gospel shoes, and his diamond ring on, but, bless your heart, he had
beef gravy all over his face.
The music was rolling, and the old boy was dancing, and they were
making merry. Now, beloved,
don't you see that after this man had left the pigpen, and had made his
confession, and had received
the kiss, and a robe, and a pair of shoes, and a ring, and had received
his father's testimony, that he
was sound and was alive? Yet up to this time the fatted calf was still
kicking up his heels in the
barnyard, showing that the boy didn't get the second blessing until
after he had gotten the first.
And there is another point
right there that can be noticed just at this time; while the music
and dancing was going on, the elder son returned from the field, and
raised a fuss with his father,
and got mad, and would not go to the feast. His old father went out and
entreated him, but the last
account we have of the elder brother he was not in the banquet hall,
but was on the outside with a
spell of anger and sulk. Doesn't that look a great deal to you like the
nominal church of the
twentieth century? How many times have the readers seen some poor,
wayward boy get gloriously
converted, and some few months later get powerfully sanctified? Then
just see the elders of the
church, who ought to be at the feast, taking part and eating tenderloin
steak and dancing before the
Lord, turn away and begin to fuss, and accuse their Heavenly Father,
and call the returning
prodigal hard names. How many times I have seen the story of the
prodigal son fulfilled! They are
well-nigh without number.
But, thank the Lord, the old
prodigal sure did get the goods, and no make-believe about it. I
have always admired the man that will make his confession and go to the
bottom in order that God
may bring him back to the top, for after all, the way up is down.
Praise the Lord, from whom all
blessings flow!
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